I have not written for a while not because of ill health not at all but just because well I have been rather busy.
This makes a change to before the treatment of MMS when my life was slowly but surely taken away from me by the illness or rather the infection.
From one day to the next I would not know if I would be well enough to even get out of bed let alone rush around after my kids!
The long journey.......
The other day I had to make a trip back to the very place I was bitten by the horsefly well the area anyway.
I went to visit my old haunts, places I used to go as a carefree child unbeknownst to me that I would contract a debilitating illness that would take over my whole life.
I sat in the pretty public gardens looking at the blooming flowers and smelling the scents that were carried on the breeze and realised how far I had come on my very long journey back to good health.
Nature hurt me so much......So Ironic the one thing I love is going out into nature, I love watching the seasons change and I love watching the insects like bees going about their busy lives.
The very thing I love hurt me and made me and my children sick.
At first when I realised all my ailments stemmed from a bite of a horse fly nature actually scared me well what if it happens again?
Forgiveness....Well now I have forgiven nature and now I can enjoy it again only this time I take precautions like insect repellant carrying tick removal tweezers that sort of thing. Being more aware of the insects and their habitat and the insects that could pose a risk of spreading infections.
I was angry when i first found out the truth about my ailments and now I have forgiven and let go of the anger because well holding onto the anger is not going to help any ones immune system now is it.
Lyme Girl x